Thanks for your honest share...
The guilt and shame I felt after sobering up and reading very bitter, insulting, and angry letters I sent to my 3 sons.
It trumped all of the accidents, 72 hour holds, family fights, drunken sex, divorces, having family called in twice to the ER because I might not make it... on and on and on....
From what I know and heard it can be utterly tragic, very subtle, and even how we feel and think clean and sober.