I had relapsed, was back with XABF#3 and realized I was about to lose my car...first one I'd had in years. He said "f the car, you can always make money for us to smoke (prostitution)" and my heart and head finally agreed. I couldn't do it any more.
6+ years in recovery, he died a few years ago in a crack house.
Congratulations on 13 days!!!!
Hugs and prayers,
Amy