I was drinking rum and watching Andy Murray win Wimbledon when I realised I was just tired of drinking. I didn't even enjoy it anymore. I wanted to finally finish the drink that I've kept topping up for more than a decade and the only way to do that was to stop drinking it. That was 17 days ago and I already can't believe how far I've come in those 17 days just by not drinking and by immersing myself in recovery.