Defining moment / Enoughs enough
I had a defining moment , actually more than one. It was an
Enoughs enough moment , I can't do this no more . Use drugs \ drink
Mine came as I lay on my couch , blinds drawn , 90° day , high as a kite.
I could hear the neighbor outside weed whacking or something
God I hope he don't knock . I can't talk to no one.
I took another big hit , started to hallucinat . Rushed to the door & ran outside. Quick I needed air.
Hello neighbour ! " Is everything OK , you don't look good " him. Me " Errr Ummm , yea , just not feeling well , see ya "
That was it . My very living , my housing was at stake . What if he knew ? That was 13 days ago .
What about you ? What made you say , This is it ! No more !