Checking in for day 4 - I'm still determined not to drink, that's the easy bit just now. Today and yesterday I've had little energy and motivation. My appetite is not great and I'm not drinking as much water as I did on my previous attempts. The thing that's getting to me most is how irritable I am. Everything seems to be getting on my nerves. My AV keeps piping in and telling me that a glass of wine would have me feeling less crabby in no time - I'm so wound up that I just tell the AV to ****off.
It's got me wondering though - is this me? Is this how I am sober? Am I really just a moody stress-head? Is this how I'm going to be now I don't drink? The AV pipes in again and tells me that's why people prefer me when I'm drinking.
I don't like feeling this way and I'm sure my kids don't like having me being so cranky. I'll keep an eye on it over the next day or two, hopefully it will pass.
Hope everyone's doing good today
