Day 3 for the 5th time ...
Went back to it again ...
Honestly just don't think it is a good thing. After being stuck in the house for almost 2 weeks straight ... waiting to get my license back from a DUI suspension. I just snapped ... walked to the liquor store and woke up the next day ... scratching my head. Sent a bunch of texts lashing out at every body ... and managed to tick off a bunch of bar managers in my area ( this is common reguardless of where I am ) ... and once again. I am gonna take another stab at sobriety ... and this time no foolin around ... seeking out professional counseling which is something I have never done ... but think I need some kind of checks and balances to find a consistent pattern for recovery.