Originally Posted by
britgirl 
Hi DarkDays
I look forward to the day when I can enjoy my sobriety and be comfortable enough in my own skin to see things differently and really not feel the 'need' to pour anything in to myself to try and feel and 'fit in'.
Aargh, does that even make sense?? Probably not,
You be ok britgirl , takes time that's all.
I love being sober and living life in a raw and real way. Social functions are better and I am not just saying it cheer you up , they really are . You feel empowered sober whilst all around you the faces collapse and voices slur.
Give it time, don't waste any more time with it.
Good luck.