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Old 07-20-2013, 12:47 PM
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HereIAm321
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second chances

I am signing up for Arabic this fall. Starts August 19th. I'm always lamenting that I was too drunk and FAILED a class that was always an A class for me. How I could never get into those classes because of registration priorities.

Every time I hear Arabic now, my heart aches and I can't stand myself for how I let myself down. But now I have an opportunity to start anew. The classes have openings. I can stay here through next spring and FINISH a certification in Arabic.

It will be tough, working full time and Arabic requires MORE STUDY TIME than my masters ever did. I don't know what I'll tell my teachers about why I failed. I will have to review every day until August 19th. I will also have to finish my masters final project before August 19th. All while working full time if not more than full time.

But I'm sick of lamenting my past. I'm sick of avoiding being around anything related to Arabic. I have a second chance. If I can get a masters, if I can work 60 hours a week, if I can get & remain sober, I can do ANYTHING.

I'm so happy I'm actually crying.

:''')))
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