The next meeting you go to try and get there a lil bit early, talk to chairperson ,introduce yourself and your need for help and sharing,
For now, don't feel bad do something nice for yourself listen to nice calming soothing music, breath slowly and deeply for 10 minutes, go for a walk listen to the birds, have a cup of tea and watch a movie, when. Man loves a woman is a great girls one!!!! About an alcoholic wife hiding her alcoholism , but finding recovery.
Huge hug we are all here for you, today u have us u do not need any phon numbers
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