DustyBoots: Please don't use. As NuuDawn said above, you're on day 6 and that's a HUGE accomplishment!!! We're all extremely proud of you!!! You've hit a few not-so-happy moments, but IT DOES GET BETTER. Please go back and try to get that support again; let them know you need it. It's okay to need support. We all do. That's why we're all here, and we're all in this together. Also, I find, instead of dwelling on my addiction and on me trying to be sober, do things you love to get your mind off of whatever it is you're addicted to and to occupy time. Please hang in there. You're doing GREAT!!!