It's normal to be left dazed and confused by the things we go through with Alcoholic's. But you've been given a gift. You are out of the relationship, so time to move gently forward and take your life back. There is nothing you can do for your GF, she is now in the hands of professionals. Let them do their work. The only control you have is over your own life. Take care of you. I would suggest you go completely No Contact with her, otherwise I can promise you'll hear from her when she tries to drag you through this again. Block email, text, phone, unfriend on FB, etc. Bring some peace and quiet to your world.
There's a peaceful future out there.....waiting for you. (((hugs)))
