Hi Mistical!
I agree with Anna - get past that first few days and it starts to get easier. It's normal to feel strange in the beginning, but it all settles down as you begin to heal.
We're glad you found us. You can get used to doing things without alcohol and learn to love no hangovers, no worrying about things you said, etc. It got to be exhausting in the end for me - it was much simpler to just stop than to keep playing with it. Sounds like you're ready for this big change - you can do it.