Hey there, just woke up from a nap and I can't believe I slept so well. Last night I didn't sleep to good. My heart breaks for those who have lost their lives as a result of using this drug. To those who are reading please know that it just isn't worth it! I've gained so much knowledge about this drug, and the more I read the more I know that I can't ever use it again. Emotionally I've been all over the place, I think I fell asleep just to not think for a while. No tears today though, I'm really feeling hopeful. Just the fact that I'm clean means a lot to me. I feel like I have to take things literally one minute at a time, and constantly remind myself of all the stories I've read. That's what keeps me going. Haven't eaten at all, with the exception of a few Cheez it's here and there. But I'm starting to believe in myself more and more each day, that in itself is a blessing
