Hi all, I have four days sobriety today!
I went to my first meeting on Monday, then another after, then two again yesterday. The only way I'm stopping myself from drinking is by going to meetings. They're full of such incredible people- I feel like I've found a new family.
I'm struggling though. I want a drink so badly. Trying to take it one day at a time (or one minute at a time). I'm scared of getting sober but I know I don't have a choice if I want to survive. Basically, I'm lost as to where to go from here.. I will be going to meetings, hopefully getting a sponsor soon (?), praying (even though I don't think I believe in god, maybe a higher power..), and just not drinking.
Anyway I've been lurking here the past few days and just wanted to say hi
-Taylor