Good Morning class!
Welcome to all of the new members!
Day 17 and still worrying about getting through Friday (when my hubby is gone). I don't know what AV is thinking? Hubby is only gone for the day so it's not like I can sit here, drink all day, and hide it from him when he gets home? I used to be pretty good at "acting" sober, which is why my husband and mom were surprised by my drinking habits (when I came clean). I switched from wine to vodka because hubby could always smell wine on me. For some reason I could sip on vodka all day, pop altoids (breath mints) and he rarely smelled it? Just writing this makes me realize I don't want to go back to those games (hiding it, acting sober, etc). It is stressful and exhausting.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. Hope everyone has a great and sober Tuesday. For anyone struggling, just remember to "play the tape forward" and think about where that first drink will lead, not mention the awful hangover tomorrow morning
