Well, it's day one, keep in mind I have severe anxiety, and that's why I started drinking, I am working on it, I was taking Zoloft and all was well until I started becoming suicidal and had to quit taking it, f* it, I might as well be honest. Eventually I have to solve it but its a work in progress, looking up alcohol withdrawal symptoms, it's pretty much exactly the anxious hell I was dealing with before I started drinking, so it's going to be hard to tell what's withdrawal and what's anxiety, but whatever, I'm determined to do this ****. I am truly upset that many people's are shooting down my attempt to get better, it's been done before, I've spent weeks researching it and many people have successfully done it, if it does get to the point I need medical attention, of course I will get it, but at this point, this is the best option for me.