I'm just glad that you've made it to day 4. I guess we've both had our own wake up calls and that's a good thing. It made me agitated when I wasn't smoking... if I'm out for hours I can't wait to get home to smoke. It's like it literally took control of me. I hated myself too, mostly because I realized I couldn't just smoke a little one day and put the bag away. It's like I HAD to smoke the whole bag. Losing that kind of control of yourself sucks. So I'm taking control now, and for day 2 I can say it hasn't been so bad. Called my girl and we went to see a movie and then she came back to my place and we watched the Kardashians for a couple hours and had girl talk. It was a great distraction. I'm alone now, but the first thing I did was get on here. Feeling like your old self again must be awesome... can't wait until I have that feeling
