That's a beautiful piece of writing...yours (for its beautiful honesty)..and Minomotos.
Sobriety can be a lonely bout at times. I have just spent going on my 3rd day alone on vacation. It's had it's shaky moments...but ya know, sometimes where I'm driving (and maybe on your commute?)..I have some lovely peaceful thoughts or great nuggets of insight into my problems. We need to sort ourselves out in isolation sometimes..but when it gets too much...we must reach out. I find this place soooooo important for that. There are so many here..that HEAR you and understand.