I feel ya
Right now; I don't have the long commute; but I am in that situation of having to find a new place and all on tight income .. So I know it is lonely at times
All we can do is keep our head up & Keep trying .. I have wanted that escape so much recently .. But they don't feel like cravings to me.. I tend to see them as "intruding nightmares" .. Since sooner or later I will wake back up into the nightmare I have created by giving in to them .. Keep your head Up and Keep trying
Good Luck ..