Originally Posted by
myjourney4me 
What I took from the last fall was just how bad I feel now. Angry at myself, angry I gave into it, angry I didn't talk to someone first. I know I needed to talk to my counselor before I was discharged but I didn't have an appointment until after I was released from treatment. I knew I wasn't ready and I knew I had no support where I live in AA meetings over here where I live which is only one. I plan to meet someone Monday that is still in treatment that reached out to me before I left. I used to go to the women's meeting their before treatment and they were very good....I guess I will just have to travel quite a ways...at least I liked these and felt pretty comfortable.
I would travel a liitle ways, its so worth it and you will feel a lot of hope once you start going to AA. SR is good too! Check out 12 step forums here too. Also check out the 24 Hour club we commit to staying clean for 24 hours at a time . Or join class Of July.
You'll get those days back one day at a time.