Well since I was last here my boyfriend moved out. We are still together but things has not been easy. I was such a mess that I began drinking a lot! Well 7 days ago I got really drunk and broke down bad. I woke the next day realizing I needed to make some major life changes or I was going to lose everything! I really love my children and my boyfriend and I don't want them to suffer anymore because of me. I have not drank since the 9th and I have been pretty strong so far. I have been going to church and spending more time with my sober friends. I'm feeling hopeful.
I also got the iPhone app so I can come here anytime I need you guys!