when i first knew i had to quit i wanted to get antabuse. i couldn't get a doctor's appointment for a week. once i had a couple of days sober, i realised that antabuse would only be a physical cure, and that i have to get on top of this mentally and emotionally as well.
i have 28 days today. today is a horrible, tricky one as all my triggers are out to play. i don't think antabuse alone would be keeping me sober today.