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To SR.I hope you will stick around and keep posting.I know too well what you mean when you say you are sick and tired.Its not easy to ride out the physical stuff.In the begining alls I could do was move a muscle change a thought,remembering the thing I thought would help me feel beter ( more drugs) was not the answer for me anymore,it would only be a short time fix and make for long term hell.Drink lots of water and keep posting.I spent alot of time here in the begining of my recovery,this site has been a god send to me and my recovery.We have all been where you are.Dont quit a day at atime you will get better.I am pulling for you! Bless,Trish