Welcome to life, not as I want it but the way it is IF we don't complicate it. I just thought that if you put the effort into getting the degree as put into drinking...WOW! When I was drinking my wants and desires were screwed up until at a meeting someone reined me in with the statement. "You need to get sober first and maybe if you work at it good things will happen" With a lot of work good things happened, At my age my wants are much simpler and now I try to concentrate on my needs. As is stated at meetings "be careful what you ask for." MEETINGS, MEETINGS AND MORE MEETINGS. BE WELL