Hi Kitty,
It is scary to think of life without a drink. Drink was my crutch my reward for getting through the day. I really couldn't imagine how I would cope.
With the support of both AA and SR. I am sober for more than 2 years and I would never have imagined I could cope so well without alcohol.
Kitty I wish you all the best on this most important journey of your life. Keep reading and posting.
Love
CaiHong