I totally get this! The anxiety! The hangovers from hell! The dreaded day of the hangover, and the next day thinking, its ok to have that wine after all! My mind doing silly tricks on me. I never want to drink again! It's got so bad I can hardly get out of bed. And I don't drink much! 2 bottles of wine in the evening, maybe a top up of something extra if I can find it. That's it, its not like I'm drinking vodka all day, but I've had enough of being sick and tired of sick and tired. No more booze for me!
I'd love to hear how you're doing it, and how you get on.
I'm trying AA meetings. I think I'm going to try some counselling and keep myself busy with the gym or something. Somehow I want to find a positive mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual well being to try to fix me up.
Good Luck!
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