Dreams, the memory loss astounds me now. Times when he didn't seem anywhere near drunk and I hadn't even imagined or noticed him drinking, we'd have conversations he wouldn't remember at all later. Either I was just completely fooled and he was drinking then and more gone than he showed, or the memory loss has such extensive reach that he lost memories from more sober-ish times too. I'm really stunned thinking about it now, it was something to behold.