I've been clean for almost 14 years but have had some slips in the last 12 months. It's made me realise its not "for ever" but really is day by day. Projecting brings on the wobbles and the "possibly can't do this", "it's just too much"...you will get there. Sober people have bad days but are better equipped to deal calmly with things.
It's a great day: sober, sunny day, off work, remember what I did and said yesterday, no one can accuse me of bad feelings, no sneaking around hiding booze, money in my wallet. Just memories that I need to live with to remember where I have come from. Thank you I am grateful today.