I'm in the same ballpark for number of days ... I try not to think about it. I still get to feeling really down and depressed. I think it's simply part of being human. I used to drink my blues away ... but in reality I perpetuated them. When I get down and depressed I try to ask myself "why am I in this state?". Often times the answer is right in front of me. Sometimes not. In any case, dealing with the blues seems much easier when I'm sober. When I was using they would go away but come back two fold later. I hope that made sense. Thank you for posting.