Welcome to SoberRecovery 2hot. This is a great place to start. There is a good group of people here who love and support each other. We share our experience. strength and hope with each other. You can get through this. I don't know from personal experience what you are going through, but I do know a few people who have gotten through being dope sick, one day at a time. I have to agree with getting to some meetings. They have truly helped me through some of the roughest times. Keep coming here and read around. And once again, welcome to our community.
Sherry