Ananda, SoberJennie, DoubtfulDebs,
Thanks so much for the great ideas! Just hearing from other folks who have found another hybrid path that works for them makes my heart sing. I am a natural introvert that works with people so on my free time I do prefer contemplation, solitude. This forum (and perhaps others) might just be the ticket to getting just enough social connection at this time in my life. It is true that the more contemplative one becomes the less need for outside stimulus from other people.
SoberJennie, I, too, have lost a family member to addictions. You also made me smile re: your comment about finally reaching a place of self-acceptance (I can so relate but have a few years on you)