Personally I WOULD NOT go for many reasons you will probably disagree with + some. At this point in our not drinking THOUGHTS our brain cells are not functioning properly because of long term poisoning, we need much more than " thinking about AN aa or celebration recovery meeting", and we need to have a huge amount of info about the problem we have and how to handle situations as they arise. There are too many out there who are "act as ifs" = everything is wonderful, and we see the results in all the relapse messages. I know I'm hard but with what I've seen and experienced with 30+ years in AA I tell it the way I see it. BE WELL