I hear what you are saying. Loud and Clear. I don't want to be ugly, but he knows what I am capable of doing, and I'm sick of his low life **** as well. It never about "sex", any therapist will tell you that. We need to get strong and stay strong, and not turn back. My problem is that I did turn back after moving forward. I reckon I'm just a sucker with a kind heart. I never used to have one back in the day, but it seems as I get older, I get softer in that aspect of my life.