I am a mess
I have not been drinking or taking any pills since June 3 so I am over my 30 days - my husband of 33 years left me with no warning back in Sept '12 and I started to self medicate so I wouldn't feel the pain. That didn't seem to be working. So I quit everything. I was doing fine till two days ago when he showed up in town with new girlfriend - 20 years his junior. I am a mess and really want to not feel this.