My husband is almost 10 years sober, not by choice it was a work thing, he can be amazingly supportive or overbearing telling me I should feel this by now and not that. I love him and he is helping but he is not enough, plus he just left for Guam. He has his mom here to "babysit" me as he doesn't trust me to not drink. Just thinking about 6/26 makes me not want to drink. But I need to find something to do, I want to lie in bed all day and cry.