Wow you are going through so much right now. Time will go by, things will get done, you will get a new job, and soon you will be looking back on all of this. It does get easier! I promise! This was a huge wake-up call for you. I recommend a very helpful book: Alcohol Lied to Me, by Craig Beck. Keep coming on this site every day. We are all here to support you. You will find only positive energy and encouragement here! Congrats on how much you have accomplished already!
