Sounds like you're just having a bad day wonton. Hang in there it will get better - no urges are worth throwing two years away.
I've only got 108 days as of today. I had almost a year in 2009. Thought for sure I could handle a beer. And I did with no problem. Less than a month later I was back to 10+ per day.
Took me 3 1/2 years to stop again. I still feel disappointed with myself for that one beer. Those thoughts are keeping me from drinking today.
Life is boring and depressing sometimes, but so much more satisfying when sober.
With so much to do in the world today it is amazing we find so much time to feel bored.
Be proud of your upcoming 2 year anniversary - you are reaching a milestone in a couple of days that seems out of reach to me right now. But I'll get there - "one day at a time."