Hello. Welcome to SR. I understand how after a time, it seems like drinking is a good idea. I have done this myself, on more than a few occasions. I would like you to know that drinking will not solve this sense of boredom, or make you feel better about yourself. You have 2 amazing years of sobriety, why throw it away? Before you do anything, please think about why you quit drinking in the first place. Think about all that you have in your life, and all that you can lose.
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