2 years sober but starting to not care anymore
So I am about to be sober for 2 years in a couple days, but I feel like my urges are getting worse than they have ever been and I am starting to just not care about the fact that im sober anymore. Up to this point I was so proud of my self staying clean but now I feel like im just boring and kind of a damper to be around. Im not really sure what it is im looking for here by posting this forum. I guess I just wanted to express how I feel right now. Has anyone else felt like this? How do you keep surpressing the boredome?