I've made it 3 days, but temptation is high
I've officially made it three days and everything seems to be going swimmingly...except I've recently had the urge just to have a sliver of a pill. I'm hoping my willpower is stronger than this sudden urge. I just want to feel that relaxation, my lower back still hurts and I know even just a quarter of a pill would make it all go away. I hate that I'm even having these thoughts.
I've been so good so far, no major withdrawals (at least none that I haven't been able to handle). Sleep has been restless, but there has been sleep, and that's important. I haven't eaten much but I'm also not hungry. Maybe it has something to do with the weather...it's been rainy so I haven't had anything to do other than watch TV/movies and read. Grrrr this is a frustrating feeling.