Hang on and remember when for any future shite fairy thoughts. My war cry doesn't change much: if we don't pick up the first drink we don't have to get sober again, think non drinking thoughts like losing job, family, drivers license and anything except drinking. The body is going through some serious changes we introduced into it so understanding that might help. Alcohol over the years was converted to sugar and the supply being cut off is wanted by the screwed up system along with fluids. I'm also known to utter the words MEETINGS, MEETINGS, MEETINGS and sit up front -- even when we don't want to go. BE WELL