Wow thks kissthestars. I asked! Scary. Good on you for giving up meth & walking away!
I don't know what to think anymore about meth & sex so I've decided to stop thinking. It was too stressful imaging the details on 'the other side.' I was imaging all sorts. I think my litle body reached its limit & overheated & decided that calming down was the only option. My husband of course denies everything. I almost wish I hadn't brought it up with him as its kinda over shadowed the drug thing. Regardless I've been to the drs today for a full checkup. Fingers crossed.
I'm on my break in the city at the moment with my girls. The first night I felt lost but now I'm feeling good. Its nice to be around happy people! Im also seeing a counscellor next week. My husband has actually been ringing, knowing we're down here. I didnt answer yesterday cause it messes with my head. He didn't call when we were home alone in the middle of nowhere!
Thks again for your post & reality check