I've been sober for 5 months, and I remember the first month, it was one of my friends birthdays. I ended up crying and leaving, because the alcohol around me was just so overwhelming. It has taken so much will power to be able to go out with my mates, stay calm, stay sober and have a good night.
I don't think I will pick up a drink. But I feel if my attitude changed, and I felt there was a chance I would give in to myself and have a drink I would start from scratch again and stay away from pubs.
Thank you for your responses, it really means a lot (: