Invictus, on the 10th I'll be 3 years sober, its been okay, not great, but okay, don't have cravings to drink much anymore but at 2 weeks I was just like you sound. Even when I'm not upbeat I just don't drink. The anxiety and second guessing was far worse while I was using than now. Life is better without the chemicals, I have proven that without a shadow of a doubt. Without the booze I have one less problem than I did before, and I like it. Rootin for ya.