So...
- You went to a meeting despite social anxiety.
- You recognized a trigger in comparing your drinking with others.
- You dismissed thoughts of getting relief through using.
- You're sticking to being committed with AA.
- You didn't drink.
I think it might be that you're not *feeling* great, but far as I can tell you're doing great. Learning to manage the ups and downs is much of what recovery is. Remember then that they aren't a sign you're doing something wrong.
