Awww I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out! Disappointing for sure.
At least you're not giving up, so soon--when you're feeling less lousy, you can pat yourself on the back for that!!
A dear friend of mine came over on Sunday and heled me with my bedroom. He's a really good organizer and interior decorator. And a little OCD so helping a friend and teaching skills makes him happy! Me too, it's great to have a friend that you are safe with.
I am realllly sorry to hear about the cat pee.
yecch. I had a CATastrophe like that years ago too. Kind of turned me off of cats all together.