Old 07-01-2013, 01:57 PM
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2granddaughters
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Originally Posted by notfixable View Post
My moms been an alcoholic for 30 plus years my begging and crying never did any good. And i now no why... I am now an alcoholic at the age of 18 in 3 months I went from 2 shots a night to being a falling down black out drunk every damn night. I do not want to be my mom I will not hurt or niglect my future children and husban the way she has done to me....i work to much to go to meetings so my mom getting sobe with me is the only chance I got..f***... Thinking about living life without alcohol is giving me anxiety right now I dont want sobriety but I NEED it.
The oldtimers in your group and your sponsor will help you through this if you trust them and work with them.

All the best.

Bob R
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