Thanks !
yep...I will probably stick around here tonight.
I think that the trigger was my friend coming over today that I hadnt seen in a while. She brought over a x-mas present.....(A HUGE oversized martini glass filled with 12 small bottles of different liquors...everything that I would normally love to drink) She didnt know that I quit because I hadnt talked to her in a week or so. I didnt say anything to her because she kept telling me how cool it was and how much i would lke it.
now it sits here and my boyfriend will polish it all off over the next few days. I almost wanna throw it out.
Anyways...the urge to drink is slowly passing. But a while ago it was kinda bad....my brain couldnt stop thinking about it. Now its getting late and I am getting tired. I also drank a small bit of valerium with some water to mellow me out. Hope that valerium is ok.
another day sober............. another day that I struggle. Does it ease up?
P>S> I saw the NAY NAY sig down at the bottom...is that your nickname?
My daughters name is Rhiannon and everyone calls her nay nay because my nephew couldnt say her name when he was a little guy and it kinda stuck with her.