Day One.
Hey guys, new to the board, new to all of this really.
I have struggled for a long time to even classify myself as an alcoholic. Why?
- I don't drink in the morning.
- I don't sneak away from work to drink.
- I don't get the shakes.
But I DO drink 6 beers a night 6 nights a week. Habitually. When I don't have it, I get anxious, and when I do go without I feel like I'm powering through to just get through a single day so I can show my wife I don't "need it". I do. Well, need is a strong word, but want. Bad.
It could certainly be worse, which is what I have told myself. It doesn't effect my job so what's the harm? Well it's a horrendously unhealthy habit and I need to do something. Now.
Thanks for listening folks. Looking forward to the journey.