tonights a struggle..
almost a week in and about an hour ago I started thinking about drinking.
I am trying to make the thoughts go away. Came here to post...maybe read a little and trying to maybe find a meeting.
I am not sure why the thoughts started creeping in but they did...
And I thought I was doing so good.
I even thought about smoking some of my boyfriends pot.....because in my irrational thinking I am saying..."smoke some pot...it isnt alcohol". But I know that isnt right.